你 說

哎。
唉。
哀。




就知道會這樣。
你就是這樣。
我約你去的，
你不是推掉就是說家人不給。。
你再這樣下去，
我真的不想再邀    請你。。



我心裡很難受。
我不跟你說，
我又覺得你會想我很自私。
我也想到我很自私。
我跟你說，
你卻少數答應傷我心。



經過這次後，
我想，
我不用再約你吧
你走你的，我走我的。
我們不可能讀回同樣的大學，
走同樣的路。
以後的我們，
真的會被時間沖淡？
。。。




現在已經淡了。




從考着試時，
我們就已經減少像以前那樣哈拉談天。
從你說爸爸罵你信息那一刻。





你，
時兒回，不時兒回。
你說爸爸罵，可是卻信息我，我回你，你卻又不回
那一刻，
幹嗎我要回你，我乾脆就別回嘛！
回=沒有答复，不回=沒有答复



很笨，突然覺得我很笨。




你說，我對朋友太好了，
所以現在好到可以理我生或死嗎？
敷衍的信息...不想回我的答复...
是對朋友太好的回報。





確實，
我笨得很徹底。




我從以前就該學聰明了。
對別人太好，只招來殘忍。
殘忍到變得無法自拔



哈！




你還要繼續對自己殘忍嗎！
成天只是反复的查看簡訊，
生活沒有目標，沒有意義！
我到底在幹什麼！！






這不應該是江佳恩應得，
這應該是江佳恩所應擺脫的。
我太天真。
為別人做那麼多，犧牲自己。
別人卻把我隨手一丟___




不會了，
我不會再那麼賤。




我要忘記你
我不要再為不關心我的人而傷心。。。




不管你以後怎麼，
你休想我答應你....
你休想  利用  我！







佳恩圭圭


 

Back To December

Huhu,

it's been a while here,
viewing those blogs...
having shame on ma blog... ><




YES.
Game over.
SPM over.




One of the biggest challenge had ended =)




I don't dare to figure out what I have for my spm results,
I just know I need to have fun for my entire holidays :D



My school...uniform...BYE-BYE
Friends....when are we going to meet each other?
5?10? years?
=|
It's touching when I know I had precious moments of you and I,
I cannot say I did remember all of our memories,
(I had bad memory ><)
but at least we did it together,we end it together
at LEAST I had the pieces of happiness of u and i.....


Talk about recent me,my life.
Happy.
hehe
No school books allowed at my sight! XD
only novels =）
The day 2 after spm I went to Penang,
haha,I just backed from penang,LOL
I felt my days living after spm quite busy .LOL
Busy travelling .LOL
I'm waiting for 15/12/2012... >~<

Sad.
=|
Too busy XD
Too much travel makes me tired :/
I just hope after 15/12/2012 won't have any other travels ><

Woah,travel with my sister only?
It's such a hard time for me,
I can't keep a good mood with her long...
I would feel disgust for her attitude==
another words, I dislike her.
Mum had made the date of travel,
I can't deny it ...
Hope we don't argue during travelling.......



Hmmm....
I realised that what I've planned for my after-spm is not going on.
I've planned to go language classes to improve my English,
I've planned to work what i like for getting pocket money,
I've planned to get my motor licence,
but it ended up travelling and relaxing.
I hoped I could have my first work after spm,after all of my travelling.



Oh yeah, CHRISTMAS.   (eyes sparkled *.*)
Ooohhh how I love christmas ><
I love the decorations...ginger bread...snow globe...snowman...
(eww,suddenly thought of turkey >< mouth-watering)
Ahhhh,love it and waiting for it. <3
Ekkkk :/  I wish I could celebrate Christmas in Genting =(
Hope so....


Hehe,happy Christmas & happy holidays =目



Ooo lala, bye :)








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