Black Heart



Envy.



Envy.



Envy.











What a people am i ?





People have new thing
I envy


People's smiling
I envy

Brother's caring sis
I envy

Mom's caring bro
I envy

Dad's caring maid
I envy










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Why???????????????????











Why must i like this?

I kept trying not to be jealous n i kept finding the solution

BUT......


It done nothing but keeeeeeeeeeeeep jealous others.


Is this normal?

Is this normal for a girl like me?

My friend talk with others and i'd left alone.
The envious heart is floating slowly......



Am I abnormal?



WHO CAN HELP ME GET OUT OF IT??



I know I can't be a pretty girl, nor an intelligent girl.
But i dun want to lose my self-morality!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!





HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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I'm feeling helpless...sad....

It let me felt miserable...........